.:2p Italy x Not so Shy!Reader: No longer:.

You couldn't stand it anymore, your relationship with your boyfriend was not what it use to be. Your boyfriend, Luciano Vargas, was getting out of hand; first of all he was a killer, second he had a nasy anger issue and three he was very physical with you. (I don't really want to say abusive) You didn't know how much more you could take and soon it might ruin your relationship with him.

Luciano had just come home angry about something as usual. It was most likely his brother or something else, following behind him were Kuro and Lutz who were his friends/partners. You were currently in the living room reading (f/b) when your peace was disturbed by the sounds of an angry, cursing Italian.

" How dare my fratello do this to me! I can't believe my fratello fucking cheated me! Next time I see him I will slit his fucking throat open!" Luciano growled clenching his fist. You placed your book down and walked into the dining room where your boyfriend and his friends currently were.

" Umm...Luc....Luciano, are you ok?" You asked quietly. Knowing how angry he was, you tried not to use his nickname he hated so much and lucky you corrected yourself words before it could slip out.

Luciano glanced over at you which turned into a glare. You knew that wasn't a good sign at all, he would never glare at you but when he did you knew he was burning with anger at that very moment.

" I'm fine (Y/N), now what do you want?" Luciano asked coldly.

You stood silent for a moment thinking about what you wanted to say, you had to make sure it wasn't anything stupid or something that might make him angrier than he already was.

" I...Ummm....I-I just wanted t-to make sure y-you were ok." You answered quietly once more.

To be honest you were actually afraid of him and you always did what he told you to do so he wouldn't hurt you. Sometimes you wanted to speak up for yourself but you were to scared and afraid to.

You didn't want to be a shy, defenseless, quiet and obedient girl; you wanted to be an independent, strong, tough and courageous girl instead. One time, You tried speaking up for yourself but you ended up obeying what he told you to do anyway and you do it too.

" Yeah I'm fine! Now go do some god damn laundry or go make me some pasta." Luciano ordered. You just stood there deciding whether or not you would object his orders or do what you were told.

You didn't want to get hurt....No! You were finally going to stand up for yourself because you wouldn't have it any longer.

" No!" You shouted out of the blue. Luciano paused for a second, computing in his mind what you had just said. Normally right now you would've apologized for what had slipped out but not today. You were finally going to do it and you didn't care what he was going to do to you either.

" No? Did you just tell me no (Y/N)?" Luciano asked. He slowly turned to face you and by the look on his face, he was not happy with your answer at all.

" Yes, I did say No." You answered with no hint of fear. You were slowly regretting your chose but you couldn't back out now, not after what you just said to him a few seconds ago. You gulp as Luciano slowly walked towards you his pocket knife appearing in his right hand.

" You know (Y/N)...when did you get so rebellious?" Luciano asked.

You slowly walked back as he walked forward and soon he had you pinned to the wall with his left hand on the left side of your head. You could tell this wasn't going to end well by the looks of it, it seemed as if he was going to slit open your throat.

" I don't want to be controlled by you anymore! I want to be independent, strong and brave and not weak and submissive to you!" You answered angrily. You soon regretted your words when you felt a cold blade press against your neck threatening to cut it at any moment.

He had that dark look in his eyes as you stared into them, it was as if you could feel the fire in his eyes and it was burning you.

" Listen you little bitch! You will do as I say! You will submit to me either way, your my puppet...my toy that I can use to my biding! If you ever object to me again, I will engrave it into your stubborn mind!" Luciano growled venom dripping from his his voice.

You just looked at him wide eyed, you were heartbroken to hear him say something like this. He never really loved you like you thought he did, he was just using you for his will and you were either forced or you voluntary did it. You tried your best to hold back your tears that threatened to fall, you wanted to get away from him and as far away as possible.

" I will never submit to you neither will I allow you to use me any longer." You stated loud enough for everyone in the room to hear.

You soon felt the cold metal move from your throat. Seeing this as your opportunity, you had a chance to make your escape. You dunked underneath his arm and headed for the door. You looked back to see Luciano clenched his fists, you had sworn you had seen him reach for something in his pocket. Not wanting to find out, You quickly made your way to the door, opening it and before you closed it something came flying past you.

You look to see a knife stuck in the wall and Luciano in a throwing position. You quickly close the door and that's when your tears began to stream down your face as you broke down right there crying. You didn't want things to be like this but your big mouth caused this, you had now wished that you had kept your mouth shut.

It was too late now, you couldn't go back and change your decision..what was done was done. The only thing you could do now was go to Oliver's for a while until things calmed down a bit. You walk down the porch steps and headed to Oliver's.

--------Time Skip-----------

You arrived at Oliver's house after a few hours, you walk up to the door knocking on it once or twice. You stood there waiting for him to answer the door and just when you thought he wasn't home, the door opened and Oliver stood in the doorway

. " Hey (Y/N)! What are you doing here love?" Oliver greeted with a smile. You hadn't notice you were crying again until Oliver gave you a concerned look.

" Are you ok (Y/N)?" Oliver asked. You just stood there crying in your hands, you suddenly felt a pair of arms pull you into an embrace.

" I-I don't want to talk about it.......I just....need somewhere to stay....for a bit." You answered in between sniffles. Oliver rested his chin on the top of your (H/C) head as he tried to comfort you as best as he could.

Your hands clenched onto his sweater as you slowly calmed down. Oliver was the person you would go to whenever you needed something, he was like a big brother to you and you were like his little sister.

" Are you feeling better now (Y/N)?" Oliver asked calmly. You nodded as you slowly looked up at him and stared into his eyes.

" Yes I feel a little bit better."

" Come now, let's have some tea." Oliver said as he helped you to your feet. You could use something to ease your nerves right now and tea would be nice.

" Thank you Ollie, I could really use it." You replied with a smile. Oliver smiled back at you as he walked to the door.

" Alright love, let's go."

You walked inside with Oliver right behind you. He closed the door behind him while you went to sit on the couch. You could see Oliver head to the kitchen to make some tea for the two of you, this gave your time to think about somethings.

Now that you thought about it, you suddenly missed Luciano. You weren't use to being without him or not being able to be close to him. You couldn't help but regret your decisions, one half felt happy while the other felt sad. Tears began to stream down your face as you cried silently to yourself, you wanted to be with him again and not be alone and by yourself.

" Is everything ok (Y/N)?" Oliver asked you. You gasped at the sudden sound of his voice, you looked up tears streaming down your face.

" I'm fine......but...I just....." You lightly sobbed. You didn't want Oliver to see you like this neither did you want to cry, why were you crying, was it because you missed him.

He was using you, you were his puppet, his toy that he could whenever he pleased. You didn't want to go back to him, you didn't want to go back to being his play thing, his slave.

But In your heart, you wanted to be in his arms, for him to say he loved you, to comfort you and to hold you in his embrace. Luciano was never like this before but after things went bad between his brother things had gotten worse and worse. He would always take his anger out on you or use him to take his anger out on something or someone but before he was kind to you, he protected you and he never harmed you.

" Just tell me what happened."

" Ummm...welll...You know Luciano right? So he came home angry today, when I went to ask him what was wrong he just glared at me and talk to me in a cold way. He then ordered me to go do some laundry or make him some pasta but I refused. So he got very mad at me and told me that I was his puppet, his toy and then I came hear heartbroken and miserable. " You explained the best you could. You knew Oliver would understand seeing as he was the one you had talked to when your relationship started to become worse and worse.

" I understand but why are still crying even now?" Oliver asked. You didn't notice but just thinking about Luciano made tears stream down your face, when did you get this emotional?

" It's because I miss him so much and I want things to go back to normal. What if he's still angry with me and doesn't want anything to do with me or......"

" I have an idea, how about you go back to him and see if he is still angry."

" That's a good idea Ollie. Thanks." You thanked giving him a hug. He smiled as he returned your embrace, the two of you soon parted and then you stood to your feet. You were going to go back to him either way, angry or not.

" No problem (N/N), now go on. We can have tea some other time." Oliver said taking a sip of his tea. You smiled at him giving him a kiss on the cheek before racing to the door. You needed Luciano and you didn't care what was going to happen, you just wanted him to be with you.

" Bye and thanks again!" With that you exit the house and hurry back home to Luciano.


--------Time Skip-----------

You had arrived at your house that you shared with Luciano and when opened the door, what you saw was shocking. Everything In the house was either knocked over, broken, smashed or ripped apart. You wondered in your mind who would do this and to your surprise you saw scraps of a knife on a wall.

You quickly ran upstairs to your bedroom only to find Luciano on his knees with his face in his hands. You close the door behind you and carefully walk towards him. It was pretty obvious that he could hear you and that you were coming toward him. You slowly placed a hand on his shoulder when suddenly his hand grabs your wrist, at first you didn't know what was going on but you then found yourself pulled into an embrace.

" (Y/N).... don't ever leave me again." Luciano said lowly. His voice was soft and not cold like before, he must have calmed down while you were gone.

" I-I.....I'm sorry for what I said earlier and I should have........." You tried to explain but a finger was pressed against your lips. You looked into Luciano's eyes that were now soft and sadden now that you were here.

" I should be the one to apologize. I shouldn't not of said those things that I said earlier, your not a puppet or a toy. Your my bella and I will always love you (Y/N). It was really brave of you to stand up for yourself. The girls I've met are to afraid to say anything but not you....those sree the kind of girls I like." Luciano said with a blush on his cheeks. You were shocked to hear words like those coming from a guy who was cold, short tempered and the guy who would never apologize for anything.

" I don't know what to say.....but I can say one thing that I love you Luciano." You said with a blush on your face. Before you could say or do anything else, a pair of lips pressed against your own.

You stiffened for a moment but kissed him back. The kiss was passionate, not lustful or rushed but it was a kiss that you would remember for a long time. The two of you soon separated for air and he rested his forehead against your own, your nose brushing against each other.

" Ti amo (Y/N) and I promise to not order you around as much." Luciano said mumbling the last bit of his sentence. Although you didn't understand what he said at the end, you just smiled happy to have your boyfriend back and for things to be normal again.

" Oh and (Y/N)." Luciano added causing you to look up at him.

" Yes Luciano?"

" Could you make some pasta that I told you to make for me a few hours ago?" Luciano asked. You smile turned into a angry look and you gave him a nice slap in the face.

" Luciano Vargas! I will not make your pasta, you are going to do it yourself." You stated angrily as you walked out the room. Luciano stood to his feet rubbing the place you had smacked him.

" (Y/N)! (Y/N) wait! Come on just for tonight!" Luciano yelled chasing after you. You were already downstairs on the use to be couch with your (f/b) that you happen to find.

" No!"